stayed over at singwei's house last night. however, we didn't exactly sleep much.

went out to embargo at like 12+ am and it was like whoa man so last minute. candice was there with her sister and her friend sally, and to my surprise so was guo zhong and two other friends of his. it seemed so arranged...

so there we were talking and drinking a cocktail or two. talking about things i never expect to talk about with a person i've only met for the second time in my life (candice) or the first time (sally). any guesses? we were actually talking about lots of biology. gah whatever. we were actually talking about sex of all things. then it moved on to relationships and about differences between men and women.

something they said i couldn't really agree with personally but seems so in reality. nan2 ren2 bu4 huai4, nu3 ren2 bu4 ai4. or close to that. in english, the more "bad boy" personality the guy is, the more a girl likes him. why is this so? because she sees him as a challenge? as something for her to reform and when she succeeds, have as a trophy or crowning achievement? why would there be girls who want to keep getting hurt? secret masochistic fantasies? then what would happen to guys who are always nice to others, who are sensitive a.k.a. SNAG? or is the term "sensitive guy" an oxymoron?

is there a logical reason to this? or is it because that i am male, thus i require logic to organise and explain occurances? am i right to say that females would accept plausible reasons without second question based on mutual trust? too many questions to ask, too many answers to desire, yet would these answers make the world any better? would it be of any use except satisfying curiousity? or must everything have a use for it, or has to be productive? to engage in such rhetoric would tease and tickle the mind but to what end?

now for some really bhb words. candice and sally said i am a charmer but i've always seen myself as a bum and clumsy. sigh... what did i ever do to give them that idea. me, a ladies' man, but reality bites. i am such a human relations disaster. bad reputation everywhere. like what my details say, a lot of people hate my guts out.

anyways i have to go back to camp tonight. fyi, i've added more photos to my photo archive so go check it out. thank you for spending your valuable time reading.

bertram
"facta non verba" (deeds not words) --- unknown

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