i think i am too much of a sap. must be all the manga i read. with titles like love hina, video girl ai, i's', chobits, ah! my goddess etc... i don't think that i will ever survive in a real relationship. my choice of music doesn't really help too. here without you by 3 doors down, xin yu xing yuan by cecilia cheung, should i stay by dreamz fm, who painted the moon black by hayley westenra, i love you so much by park yong ha... you get the idea.

love. a single word for a multitude of feelings. if the price of peace is eternal vigilance, then the price of love is eternal jealousy, i think... right ladies? intimacy means so much more than sex, the feeling of closeness, importance and respect more valued than orgasms. we seek to fill a void within ourselves, that or find an anchor to hold us in our times of turbulence. who can we depend on when we need help? a god? friends? ourselves? it differs from person to person and i don't think that there can ever be an absolute answer. what works for one does not work for all. will some people ever realise that?

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