time can never be turned back. the present will become past in a blink of an eye. when you find that there is no turning back, it means that you have walked a long way to get where you are now.

Bertram awoke @ 5:55 PM with (0) flashes of inspiration

time to start looking for a job. man it really is hard to find people willing to hire someone for just 2 months. but i'll presevere...

it's also time to start searching for myself. what is my purpose. how do i fit in... thus i am off on yet another long journey and chit chat session...

Bertram awoke @ 8:04 PM with (0) flashes of inspiration

i woke up shouting from my GA induced sleep. i think i scared the shit out of the nurse and myself. the needle from the IV drip was still in my left hand. what that was removed the blood gushed out. not that i am scared of blood but quite recently i have had one too many needle insertions into my body. 2 blood tests, the IV drip, the injection before the IV drip, blod donation needle, the painkiller injection before that... *shudder*

i woke with a headache, a desire to pee but not being able to, thick coagulated blood and phlegm mix in my throat and a whole lot of weird sensations. i think this is be my first and last GA operation. the feeling is too shitty to endure more than once.

i have a bag of teeth that they gave to me to give the toothfairy... *yuck* but well...

Bertram awoke @ 10:35 PM with (0) flashes of inspiration