Take a Picture by Filter

Chorus:
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Yeah

i just like the chorus of this song. maybe it is because of the music, or the fact i dun really take photographs of anything. not of myself or others, or on my trips to other countries. it is like something i never do compare to others who seem to like to take pictures. laziness, or just some inner voice telling me everything now is transient and i would probably put the pictures somewhere else? who knows right? or the fact that i dun really look back much on the past and keep plodding on into the future and whatever it may hold? such is life, and such is the irony of life, that in the future something that hurts you so much you want to look back at happier events in the past to comfort yourself. but visually? is the visual factor that important? or could the aural, i.e. music/sound, factor be a stronger force? music is powerful media my friend tells me. i believe it is.


Bertram awoke @ 1:38 AM with (0) flashes of inspiration

ok it's late at night and this came to mind and i want to get it off my chest...

sometimes when you dream, do you have vague dreams of someone? and this person is who you hope to see when you wake up each morning, the one you hope to hug to sleep each night. the presence that replaces your bolsters and soft toys... who is this person... who moves your heart so?

this feeling irks me... it just makes me hurt. because it is a vague fleeting image, it just tickles your senses, teasing and tempting you with a sliver of the truth. just who is it? it pains me to not know.... curiosity hurts.

i know who to put in that place right now. just so that you know.

i just feel so emotionally affected right now... i am such a sucker for sappy cliched plot devices. but there is always this part of me that wants to be in that story right now. to live that role. i don't want to sleep. i want to dream again. a vivid clear dream where i know what i am doing. can't remember the last time i had such a dream.


Bertram awoke @ 1:32 AM with (0) flashes of inspiration